How i wish everything can be rewinded

MOOD: Thinking

Stupid in Love
By Rihanna

mm stupid in love

ohhh stupid in love hmm

let me tell you something

never have i ever been a size ten in my whole life

i let the engine running

i just came to see

what you would do if i gave you a chance to make things right

so made it, even though katy told me that this will be nothing but

a waste of time

and she was right

umm.

don't understand it but on your hands

is still you insist on repeatedly trying to tell me lies

and i just don't know why

ohhh

this is stupid

i'm not stupid

don't talk to me

like i'm stupid

i still love you but

i just can't do this

i maybe dumb but

i'm not stupid

my new nickname is you idiot (such an idiot) ummm

that's what my friends are calling me

when they see me i lean'n to my phone

they're telling me let go

he is not the one

i thought i saw your potential

i guess that's what made me dumb

he don't want it.

not like you want it

scheming and cheating

oh girl why do you waste your time

you know he aint right

they're telling me this

i don't wanna listen but you insist on repeatedly trying to tell me lies

and i just don't know why

this is stupid

i'm not stupid

don't talk to me

like i'm stupid

i still love you but

i just can't do this

i maybe dumb but

i'm not stupid

trying to make this work

but you act like good jerk

silly of me to keep holding on

ohhh

but the dust can't resolve

you don't know what you've lost

and you won't realize till

i'm gone, gone, gone

that i was the one

which one of us is really dumb

ohhh

noohh

no. i'm not stupid in love

this is stupid (no no no)

i'm not stupid (no no no)

don't talk to me

like i'm stupid (like i'm stupid)

i still love you but

i just can't do this (i just can't do this but)

i maybe dumb but

i'm not stupid

i'm maybe dumb but i'm not stupid in love

Love this song... =)

♥ yantiing ♥
i may be dumb but i'm not stupid~

what is happening?

MOOD: Sian-ed

Went Sentosa with Dear peanut and hong..
yeah it's been long since i stepped onto the beach..
Beach is ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ lo...
i dunno why.. since young i'm in love with the sea..
it's just so relaxing man..
all the waves will bring your sorrows, unhappiness and anger away..
listening to the waves...

Now i felt like going to re lang dao la..
but it's kind of expensive to me..
there's too much places to go and too little money to spend on everything..
1st is my birthday and my savings in the bank..
den is ShangHai trip.. (if i'm able to go)
den is cruise with Dear..
den maybe Genting with Dear peanut irene and hong..
so many places i wanna go lo..
but where do i get the money??
haix.. work work work...
ok i really wan go NTUC see they wan to hire ppl not..
hahas the pay should be not bad.. =)

Money is the things i'm stressing about..
so much expenses and so little earnings..
haix.. and so many birthdays are coming...
oh my.. this year is super broke..
no no no i cant think this way..
should be i will work harder to get everything done!!
JIA YOU!! =D

i think some days i'm gonna be soft-hearted again..
what's happening..
i'm starting to miss already..
i even heard of the ridiculous things i did lo..
omg.. why am i still thinking..
will my decision be right?
or will my decision be wrong?
it's such a dilemma..
one wrong step will cause my happiness..
but if i dun go the 1st step how will i noe whether or not i will be happy?
should i step forward or backward?


♥ yantiing ♥
i may be dumb but i'm not stupid~

nothing seems to be right

MOOD: not in the mood

it's been long since i updated my blog..
things happened and hope it will go very fast..


been working n playing very hard..
hahas but i wanna go clubbing..
but can i go for free? without having to pay 4 anything n get free drinksn free ride home?
it's not gonna to happen to me.. but for some ppl, this might happen..
but nv to me.. sad la.. =(
so better throw this tots away as it will not happen..

when can i enjoy life n not worried about money???
too tired to continue....

♥ yantiing ♥
i may be dumb but i'm not stupid~

Does true love exist?

MOOD: Tired

Worked today.. so tiring..
there's too many things tat have happened..
and i'm really tired to blog about it anymore..

Mus a guy Love a gal More so that the relationship will last?
if not y is it always the gals that got Hurt most in a relationship..
and guys will forget about it and continue with their life like nothing happened before?
y is it always a guy taking the advantage of a gal and taking them for granted?

when clubbing on saturday..
it was like yeah!!! i finally got to go..
i was restricted to go lo..
hahas.. but i did a very bad thing..
i lied.. 0ppxx.. ok i noe it's bad to still lie at this age..
but the thing is tat sometimes i really nd some time off the curfew u noe..
ok went with ling ben hong and ivy..
actually still got GH de..
but very sad he came a bit late..
den everyone went in le..
haix.. so sorry gorgor..
next time then we go again ya..
but i will not open alcohol le..
cost me a bomb la..
OMG.. and make us drunk somemore..
money money fly away again.. =( =( =(
now got to work all day le..
it's great cos i can work on both weekends..
no need to take off... $$$ in my pocket =)

will be meeting Yj bei liyong and fen tml..
it's been so long since i met up with them..
however, tml's got to be a busy day for me again..
morning got to go clementi interview..
den go aljunied meet the consultant..
den meet them.. packed packed packed..

thursday saturday and sunday will be working..
hahahas i'm gonna become a workaholic soon.. =p
in fact i think i'm one lo.. hahas..
today tze lip msg me ask me wan work at airport or not..
see not enough ppl work den come find me..
got ppl work who will think of me leh...

friday will be meeting Irfaan..
hahas postponed from the last 2 weeks lo..
cos i keep no time.. =p
ok this friday confirm meeting him liao..
miss him so much la..
missing the days in secondary school lo.. =)

ok tml will be a busy day for me..
beauty beauty sleepiing time is from 11 to 2..
so i still can get 1 hr beauty slp.. =)
nitex everyone!!

♥ yantiing ♥
i may be dumb but i'm not stupid~

FOUL

MOOD: FOUL

It was a super foul day for me..
everything was not in the way i wanted to..
exam notes jus cant go into my brain..
oh my it's so terrible..
monday is WBS..
super GG liao lo..
plus my english so Kana sai...
how to pass sia..
haix... knnbccb.....
i've enough of everything le..
however, i pampered myself a little today..
bought a new eyeliner..
happy happy..
watching Hua Pi and writing notes for SVE..
but oh great nothing went in..
too vexed on everything le..
but no i can give up..
i've already gone so far now...
i nd to strive for the best..
JIAYOU YANTIING..
cannot disappoint my parents and my family members..
i cannot be like this le..
GAN BA TEH!!!!

♥ yantiing ♥
i may be dumb but i'm not stupid~

Exam week

MOOD: Stressed vexed and disappointed

It's been long since i blogged..
too many things had happened within this 2 weeks..
too much to be mentioned..
i'm jus so disappointed..
maybe u might be disppointed too..
but there's nothing anyone could do anymore..
ok enough of this..
went to Bishan Campus today..
it wasnt that bad as we thought la..
still ok.. their building still won the best architecture in dunno which year..
quite long ago..
so dun play play ya.. hahas..
the environment there was like a ZOO!!
yes a ZOO.. cos they say got monkey got fish and even chipmunks!!
hahas didnt get to see them today..
hope will be able to see them before we graduate from..
after that went for lunch with Mdm Seet..
it's kind of sad knowing she wun be following us to Bishan..
we will gonna be missing her so much...
without her around, there's no one to joke with us nag at us and having fun with us..
MDM SEET!! We WILL MISS U!!!
dun forget us ok.. =D
after lunch went for a short shopping to digest the food..
and home sweet home..
went to JP..
but didnt see anything i wanna buy..
wanna go to MUSTAFA one day..
but one very important thing..
how to go there???
hahas who wan to go with me??
ok ETP project is now finishing soon..
jus nd to put everything together and get the slides done..
and we are ready to present..
maybe tomorrow or the day after..
see how fast we complete it lo..
ok continue to do my ETP..


♥ yantiing ♥
i may be dumb but i'm not stupid~